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26/6/24
im bored, very bored, but could be worse for sure... lonely girly years. i plan on working soon, and by soon i mean sometime within the next month or so. been happy, though
generally, despite feeling like im wasting away-
maybe this is part of growing up, maybe not. who really knows.
1/7/24
i've been feeling good, i suppose. not much to look forward to, nothing in the near future. youtubes been fun, happy for that. i kind of miss having responsibilities, things to do.
i feel nearly. . . useless? i dont like feeling useless. i wanna see my friends, but they have all been busy or there's been any number of hiccups. mae's been ignoring me, erik's been working, and micah and i tried to hang out but some confusion arose and that failed.
what's a girl to do here? i dont know. i feel hollow, completely numb, but i dont know the solution.
my song reccomendations for today start with "Personal Lies" by Djo. it's fun, one of the few songs i love but for no particular reason.
"Falling Back" by Drake is also a fun one, it feels very personal, and i enjoy the vibe.
for my final song today, "After Hours" by Velvet Underground is a wonderful little tune that just touches my brain in a way many others cant.
24/5/25
oh boy, the life that's happened since i abandoned this poor little project! there has been a lot in the almost *year* it's been, however, i'll do my best to update this!
so, for starters, i got into and out of several relationships in that time. that's not important and i don't care! the important stuff is 1. an attempt on my life by me.
i'm alive and don't worry that won't happen again. 2. got and lost my first job. 'nuff said. 3. about to finish my 11th grade and enter summer. summer! yes, summer.
i'm working on my youtube career again, got 2 videos in the pipeline, which is cool. i'm gonna stream again soon, getting all my channel branding up to date. hope that works out.
i'm moving in with my mom and step dad to our new house. my step dad and i are both puerto ricans! pretty cool. i found out recently that i'm half latina, which was exciting.
hopefully i remember to update this again and more often lol
music reccomendations for today: Young - The Vacations, Freaks - Surf Curse, and Origami - The Rare Occasions. campy, cute little tunes. give 'em a try.
singing off.