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26/6/24
im bored, very bored, but could be worse for sure... lonely girly years. i plan on working soon, and by soon i mean sometime within the next month or so. been happy, though
generally, despite feeling like im wasting away-
maybe this is part of growing up, maybe not. who really knows.
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1/7/24
i've been feeling good, i suppose. not much to look forward to, nothing in the near future. youtubes been fun, happy for that. i kind of miss having responsibilities, things to do.
i feel nearly. . . useless? i dont like feeling useless. i wanna see my friends, but they have all been busy or there's been any number of hiccups. mae's been ignoring me, erik's been working, and micah and i tried to hang out but some confusion arose and that failed.
what's a girl to do here? i dont know. i feel hollow, completely numb, but i dont know the solution.
my song reccomendations for today start with "Personal Lies" by Djo. it's fun, one of the few songs i love but for no particular reason.
"Falling Back" by Drake is also a fun one, it feels very personal, and i enjoy the vibe.
for my final song today, "After Hours" by Velvet Underground is a wonderful little tune that just touches my brain in a way many others cant.